main beam

who would have thought that after 29 years of my perfect life a main beam would be removed from our structure. now trying to keep the building from fallin apart. how does one rebuild? How do you hold everything together....I don't know how to rebuild dad.

i don't have a soul anymore

mom told me today you were her soulmate and now you are gone she doesn't have a soul. thats what she said Dad....she told me that today. After losing you not even 3 months ago Uncle Billy was just dianosed with lung cancer. Aunt DD was talking to mom about how she knows how she feels....being helpless and all...leaving the fate of your loved one in the hands of god. You were her soul.